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what to do
I am very anxious right now. I have to do something. I wish that I didn’t have to do it but I have to do it. I know that and I also know I will be able to do it. It’s just that for me to having to go through it, is making me miserable.…
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First crush
My first crush was a guy I used to go to school with. He was a year ahead of me and I had a crush over him since I was in elementary school. I would just look at him and admire him from afar. There were times when he would help me out with my…
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Alone
27/6/23 How do you know that you are alone? What does being alone means? Is it that you don’t have anyone, a family, a friend, a soul mate or someone to rely on or is it that you have everything but something inside of you is missing, it keeps making you feel alone like no…
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Laziness… or else…
As a person who thinks a lot , I often wonder if I am a procrastinator, an overthinker or I am just lazy or maybe I just don’t do things until I feel like it, don’t have a clear word for this habit as I legit won’t do some things until my or someone else’s…
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See no more
So today is 16th August, around 12 am, for some reason I am not able to sleep. I have no idea why, maybe I overslept the last night. I don’t think it’s true but it works. I was trying to go to sleep and out of nowhere like I have no idea how or why…
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Music
Music is the food of the soul Read that somewhere and I whole heartedly believe in this. Music is universal. The reason I am writing about music after life is because this is the most important thing for me in my life. I can’t live without my music. I have to have my music with…
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LIFE
What is life? What am I even doing with my life? Why is it so hard to live? Why am I hurt? What did I do to deserve this? Why am I in so much pain? Why do I have to bear all this? Why can’t I get a break? Life is unfair. My parents…
my meloncholy 